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2010-08-17T19:30:00.001+08:00

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2010-03-26T16:29:00.001+08:00

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Long time no see

2010-03-26T10:33:00.001+08:00

Ok its been a long time since i’ve blog, very long indeed. I almost wanted to stop blogging totally but then i thought all the posts i wrote will be gone so i made it private. Im thinking going to start a new acedemic year so i reopen the blog again as a sign of a new start.

Results has been out a few days backs. Must say i did better than i thought i could do. This shows i lack confidence so i really need to work on that. But anyway, very happy and i am get to buy a new mp4 soon. Creative X-Fi2 or ipod better? =x

I am so glad that i got an A for FOM, cos its the hardest module to me. After all the sleepless nights doing proj and mugging until i got so tensed up and nervous about it, feel that my efforts really paid off =) But i still hate marketing la lol. Econs and PACC wise also glad i got A, cos i thought i would get a B+. Stats was cool cos’ i only aimed for a B. And and and, ONOW was the most risky one la. During our onow presentation, there were two teachers judging us and the other teacher from another class kept staring at me for i dono what reasons, like very fierce. So i thought to myself maybe even a C already. I dont want get C cos’ i cannot get $$$ alr. Wow and the results come out i got an A. Really 松了一口气 la. I heard many people in my class also improved tremendously and im really happy for them. Going to miss DBA02 as a whole =((

Back from Penang

2009-12-31T10:05:00.004+08:00

Yea im back from penang, quite fun. Uploaded the pictures on facebook. Its been long since i hanged out with my dear cousins and the feeling is great! Hope to visit again soon :D

Nothing.

2009-12-07T13:51:00.001+08:00

Oh well, MST AGAIN =.= Today’s first day paper is Econs. Didnt really revise much i know, then again i think i wont score that high like the first MST again.

I think maybe its time to private my blog..

Prepared to face unhappiness

2009-11-21T18:46:00.001+08:00

Guess thats my life. Going through many thick and thin since young. Everytime i experience something sad, i feel very sad. Nowi thought ot myself, why the hell should i face all these with unhappiness when all these has been happening for a hell lot of years in my life? You want to flame me go ahead^^ You going to feel damn disappointed in your heart i tell you because im going to be immune to sadness. Hate me if you want, despise me if you want, for i surely experience more than you haters. I . know the hell to deal with you lot of haters and flamers, but you dont know a shit about me and thats your sad part. Just go home and cry to ur mum alright you haters.

Sian

2009-11-20T22:32:00.001+08:00

These few days busy with FOM CA1. Totally sian. My stress level going up again! Gotta cool down ^^

I feel like telling you how i feel about you. But how am i going to tell you when i fear that things will go very wrong after this… ?

Sick and tired

2009-11-18T12:35:00.001+08:00

I’ve been having stomach cramps and indigestion for a week or so already. Now at least im feeling better.

Im worried about my studies. I thought i can cope without any obstruction. However, i beggining to find out i might just lose out in class. People in my class are just too smart. Take itab for eg, their ptt presentation is superb. Mine sucks like hell. Marketing is also another sucky mouduele. Totally sucks like hell.

I wonder really can i maintain my gpa like what i had in sem1? :S

Down

2009-11-11T16:49:00.001+08:00

Im down. I wonder sometimes what am i to you..Maybe i dont mean anything to you.. You wont remember me next time anw…

New keyboard

2009-11-08T16:09:00.001+08:00

I was suppose to update last week, but i didnt. So now im updating. Bought a new casio keyboard last sunday, and been experimenting with it this week. Haha, you know la, explore new things mah =)

Then tuesday while i was waiting for keyboard lessons i went to gym at spgg, but after that i felt very exhuasted. As in, really going to faint that kind. So no choice i have to go home. Took MC on wed becos of this fatigueness. I think i had stomach indigestion too.

FOM pbl is sucky. Maybe its just not as easy as mob la, haha.

2009-10-26T19:03:00.001+08:00

First day of the second week, much more better to me. Maybe im getting used to the new timetables and stuffs. Nothing much about today..

All the best to all those taking O level paper!

TERRIBLE DAY

2009-10-21T20:31:00.002+08:00

OMG, i do not wish to say what happened today! So so so unlucky rite Jiawei? A very very very very big THANKYOU to JIAWEI! If not for you i also donno what to do! That stupid guy totally spoil the day lar. But he failed to promote his product to us too in the end after some heated discussion with him. shouldnt have talked to this kind of pple so much la.. Learnt the lesson..

GEMS was so-so. Was asked to approach a girl and talk to her =.= Not so bad la but everyone was like awkward, haha.

ITAB2 was ok, the teacher more dedicated than previous one. And thanks vivienne for the fom!

First day of sem2

2009-10-19T19:42:00.001+08:00

First day of Sem2 aint that good to me i guess :( New lecturers which im not used to and though we’re still as a class i suddenly found myself like very distant from them alr. Am i being parnoid or has things change?

Today is a busy day. Stats and PACC were rushy. Then the new lecturer for CRS she talked until i donno what to say. Engchuan cant hear her also. I hate the gut feeling that im not doing well for CRS :(

Hope tomorrow is a better day.

Chyeegin’s place

2009-10-16T18:18:00.001+08:00

Went to Chyeegin’s house today, since both of us are free. Played his keyboard and its awesome i tell you. I hope i’ll save up and buy something like his. haha, i dont like my keyboard nia, but then afterall i was with it for so many years liao haha. Then chyeegin taught me some chords for guitar and stuffs, thanks! :D Later on went to northpoint to eat something.

Cant believe the weather’s damn hot today. Im going to faint… Headache and not feeling well :(

GEM

2009-10-14T17:53:00.001+08:00

Damn, i didnt get into the gem i wanted :Psychology. I was waiting down there at 2.59, 1min before the start but i went in all like 0 slot =.= I was just wondering those kiasu people if this gems registration was done physically in sp, tables and chairs would be like flunked out and everyone’s chionging in to the auditorium?

Then anyhow clicked clicked until some game design which i never wanted! Dropped the mouduele and incidentally clicked Investigating social thought,emotion and behaviour. Wonder isit fun, haha. But im glad that jiayu and cammie are in it too, at least got people i know inside or else i soloist.

I donno whether want to do 2nd appointment or not ah.. At first i was very reluctant to go that gem, but now i see it kind of useful for me as a business student i feel. Hmm.. I wonder what the others took..

Love song’

2009-10-07T20:50:00.001+08:00

A new demo by me =))

SNSD – Sorry Sorry

2009-10-05T13:16:00.001+08:00

Saw this on Youtube will surfing just now, found it cool. We’ve seen Superjunior performed this song many times but this is something new, SNSD dancing sorry sorry, haha.

Disappointment

2009-10-04T16:17:00.001+08:00

I donno if i should call this disappointment or just a terrible reality i suddenly recalled. This world is really a harsh reality, unjustice everywhere and so on. Then when i tell people, typically they will say “Life is like that one lor. Just live with it ba. No choice man.” I just wanna say i detest such sayings. They all make me seem like life is just a helpless nightmare when its not. I believe there is always a chance for you to outgrow what you cant. For that, basically you need heaven’s help. Sorry to those who think that way,i dont mean to pinpoint anyone here. Im just speaking from the bottom of my heart. I dont wanna bottle up my feelings. This is my blog.

And then again many people who think that way discriminate. Girls only like handsome guys and Guys only like pretty girls. People only favour talented people and ignore the normal ones. Teachers dislike poor students. This is my experience after living in this world.

Then i find it all meaningless. The truth i’ve gotten came from the words of my grandfather and i really find it meaningful. He told my dad this “Happy or not you will still die, lucky or not you will still die, handsome or pretty you will still turn into ashes when you die, things are all temporary and not that important. What’s most important is not habouring ill thoughts to others and having a good heart. Treat people equally. Dont discriminate”

Now i dont care about what other people think of me. Its really about how i see myself. As eugene has said, whatever you think about me is really just your own perception. You may be wrong, you may be right. I really hate bloody hypocrisy and nothing fits better than the word Karma im trying to express now.

Mooncake fest.

2009-10-03T22:29:00.001+08:00

Just changed a new blogskin, guess this is better than the previous one.

Didnt sleep well last night ah, now so tired but still cant sleep cos i drank some tea just now. Mooncake festival yo.

Anyway,

Enjoy your Mooncake Festival Peeps!

Earthquake

2009-09-30T23:00:00.001+08:00

Today after dinner like 6+ pm i was sitting on my sofa, and suddenly i felt my sofa was shaking. I thought to myself, isnt that something like the exorcism movie? Then i told my family and my brother felt it too. Later i saw our standing fan shaking and the building shaking too. First time experiencing a slight earthquake. SMS-ed some and they say they also experience too. Later news confirmed its from Sumatra earthquake. I guess its very serious cos even in sg also can experience. I was suprised Eugene who live a block away from me did not feel it 0.o

After all that shock, i went for my first guitar lesson. Quite cool as i learnt some fingering =)) Hope i can play as smoothly as chyeegin the guitarist one day!! ^^

Birthday

2009-09-23T20:56:00.003+08:00

Today is my 17th birthday as you all know. Really didnt expect so many wishes but im really touched for people rmb my birthday :D im speaking this from the bottom of my heart. Some smsed me at 12am this morning and i was like wow, haha. Funny thing was i place my handphone on the table and it fell down because of silent mode vibration!

Today is also the release of my first exam results in poly life. Still quite stable as in results, but still can improve luh. I donno why i couldnt sleep well last night..haha maybe its because of today. Jiayou to all, no matter what happens ok? I hope i can be a listening ear to whoever needs help =)

Nevertheless, THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR THE SWEET BIRTHDAY WISHES :DD

Creature

2009-09-10T18:46:00.001+08:00

These few days

2009-09-02T19:09:00.001+08:00

-Today-

Went to stadium to jog in the morning, havent been jogging for weeks already..haha. tired ah.

Afternoon went out with vivienne to eat SLICE. Haha, actually we wanted to take the slice photo, but i unknownlingly started eating it..so cant take liao. Then walk walk around Far East and Takashimaya or something, looking around shops. Haha, a free afternoon~lalala

Yesterday

Went out with Joel, Wenxuan, Jiawei and Justin for movie yesterday. I realized we played alot of arcade ah..from funland to timezone..haha. Ate subway student meal for lunch at northpoint. We watched Year one. Actually i thought this show like donno how one..but proves to be really hilarious! But NC16 la, lucky we past 16 alr..haha. A long time since i met up with them since like march or april?

Teachers day

2009-08-31T21:51:00.003+08:00

Went back to OPSS today with classmates from 4a2. Hmm, school's still the same i guess. Watched some performances and chatted with Mr Chia and Mr goh, and also went around wishing teachers. Haha. I suddenly felt i am in secondary school now and not in poly the moment i went back 0.o

After that went to Northpoint to eat and off to Sembawang Shopping Centre to walk around with eugene and junxin =)

Exams over!

2009-08-28T21:32:00.001+08:00

Wooo, exams finally over! I guess i’m very very free now. hahaha. Can finally take a break from studies but seriously i prefer to go back to school for lessons(but no exams) cos im really really very bored.

Hmm, i guess today’s paper is the worst paper among the 4. Totally no confidence in it la, though sheh told me before he hope i can maintain my previous standard. I think i cant. But well, hope i can get at least a B+ =)) we shall see how..

Im thinking of learning guitar! Then i can play and sing along and post on youtube. That will be so cool :DD

Two more papers!

2009-08-20T10:00:00.001+08:00

Wooo, MOB and ITAB over! So far it was smooth :D Hope its the same for pacc and econs!

Went to SLICE again with class yesterday. But i donno why i didnt feel well yesterday when they were shopping at Ion. I like suffering from fatigueness maybe.. Woke up today still abit tired. I hope its not H1N1……

A song for tonight..

2009-08-15T22:34:00.001+08:00

End of Sem 1

2009-08-15T11:10:00.002+08:00

Since im a little free now, i think i shall update the blog once again. I’ve change my blogskin too ^^

Hmm, so yep, im inspired by vivienne’s words that no matter what when we fall down we must climb up again! & especially that she reminded me that there are people who are always supporting me all these while. Thats why now i feel i should continue my interest in singing and not let down those who have always been supporting me =)

Next monday is MOB test, and i hope i really can do well for it! Hope i get an A for this mouduele as this is 6 credit units itself!

New update.

2009-08-11T22:57:00.001+08:00

I’m back after some weekends. Nothing much basically happened. I won’t say any good things happened at all. I didn’t get into finals for my talent time, and although its not saddening is a bit disappointing. So it makes me wonder what am i aiming for in life actually. I feel that if you want to do something well then jolly well do it the best. And if i were to fail, might as well don’t bother doing it well. But obviously i want to do well, but sometimes the result you get from your effort is not expected.

Some bullshit EXPECTANCY THEORY from MOB.

I’m wondering what i should do. Quit and find other things i can do or stay? Its not the first time i’ve been getting dejections from my passion. They say having a voice to sing is like a gift from heaven. Should i just forgo this gift, or just leave it there? Or should i be contented for what i have? Im pretty confused.

SB Talentime

2009-08-01T22:24:00.001+08:00

So i went to People’s park complex for a vocal lesson.My first time there in Chinatown. Woah, i didnt know there’s such a food call ‘duck neck’. A lot of people were selling it at China town. Haha, i wouldn’t try it =x The firm’s called Echo Music Production or something like that, and the judge for the audition that day was the voice instructor. We were asked to sing, like audition individually again for him to hear, then he gave some comments and advice for us.

Well, the vocal instructor said i have the Capital, but i don’t know how to use it in the best way =.= So its like saying i have the good voice quality for singing but i didn’t use enough emotions to convey what i sing. Haha, i think really have to work on it!

Life now

2009-08-01T12:24:00.001+08:00

Ok, i feel this blog is rotting and cold, but i just blog to write down what’s been happening around my life these days.

Yesterday was a short day. But quite long for me la. Was suppose to be in school by 8 but just as i was about to leave my house suzy called and said the MOB class was cancelled! so i couldn’t go back to sleep anymore and decided to do some stats tutorial. Then met engchuan and the rest to do some IDEA project, followed by itab lessons. I went to the K-moberly session for cmcc with vivienne, cos we wanted to know how its like. Haha, well there was a lot of cmcc people there la, but we didn’t know or seen them before, except for a few.

Went for SB talent time audition and i got in on Thursday. But i need to go through a series of auditions more to get into finals. Today going to chinatown for a vocal training. Hope those professionals can direct me in my singing :)

More and more work piling up for me.. Especially MOB! omg, its 9 topics! I have only studied like 4. Still got 5 more.how how how?

The super singer.

2009-07-30T13:59:00.001+08:00

Ok, i was on youtube and i came across this video of my friend, Zalikha singing Breathe Slow. I’ve of course heard her sing this before but as i go back to hear this video out again, I found out i really miss her singing! Zalikha, come to SP next year, ok? You’re certainly one of the best female singer i’ve came across in my life..haha!

A simple post.

2009-07-17T17:57:00.001+08:00

Hey, I’ve not been blogging for a very long time. I guess its time to blog now.

Had my MST week two weeks ago and only received results this week. Hmm, didn’t do that badly, but MOB results wasn’t what i expected. Haha, me and jiayu were like complaining about the rule and policy thing to the teacher, but in the end still didnt manage to get the marks =( oh well..

I went to FC1 @ SP with my friends, and tried the Chicken Chop at the western food stall, which everyone was saying its fantastic and stuffs. Guess what? Its the saltiest meal i ever had at least for these few years. The fries is damn salty, that i have to keep on drinking my blend milk tea to cover the saltiness. Chicken chop was so-so, its seriously overall salty la. Shi Jiann said western food at KouFu is much better.

Also, recently there’s registration for SB talent time, but i not sure if i joining… I seriously got lots of things to revise as i haven’t start a single revision yet. But this chance is like once in SP life cos’ i’ll be freaking busy in year 2 and 3

R.I.P Michael Jackson

2009-06-28T13:36:00.001+08:00

Here’s one of Michael Jackson’s song i sing, dedicated to him.

希望与怀念

2009-06-23T22:17:00.001+08:00

曲：Jiahao

词：Soo ping

<< 希望与怀念>>

形容我們的一個字

你會用什麽歌詞

原本相愛的感覺

漸漸消失不見

曾經撥弄著我的長髮

牽著手一起看日落

明明只隔幾寸空氣

感覺卻如此孤寂

此時此刻你卻不在這裡

常常在想你

竟然還是無法把你遗忘

一起經營的愛情

一起擁有的回憶

一起看海的時刻

一直鎖在我心裡

討厭自己放不下你

明知道你在勉強自己

我還是放不下你

Kiss Goodbye

2009-06-22T15:06:00.001+08:00

A new cover of this song. Hope you guys like it =)

Class outing

2009-06-10T20:00:00.001+08:00

Went for DBA02 class outing at Sentosa yesterday. Quite fun i guess, and it’ll be even more fun if more people had turned up. I regretted not bringing my trunks la. The waters looks so seducing, with the addition of the super hot weather. I felt like jumping in once i reached Palawan beach. So we stayed around there until like 4+.

#2 : 梦中的婚礼

Hmm this is my newly written song, and the lyrics was filled in by chyeegin’s friend( i dunno who) =P

《梦中的婚礼》

一生一世一点一滴眼泪

全部都是为了爱你想你却流不尽

一颗心去爱 一颗心去痛
一颗心去拼 一颗心去伤
付出了青春 得不到永远

一心一意一丝一缕记忆

总是无法把你一笔抹去

用一份情去爱 一份情去恨
一份情去哭 一份情去笑
最后只剩下 空空的礼堂
我的心还在期待 你会回来 在我心怀你是唯一

从前那美丽的花朵 还在盛开 还在期待
静静的那钟声 敲散教堂 梦中婚礼

神奇的相遇

2009-06-07T21:54:00.001+08:00

Recently i wrote a song melody for Shi Jun, who wrote the lyrics for the song. I find the song meaningful to me (: Hope you guys will enjoy it too!

(sorry if its not really that nice, because i am very new to writing songs)

神奇的相遇

是在哪里我认识了你

也忘了是在哪里相遇

不知道何时变得亲密

只记得我们坐在一起

在一个陌生的教室里

缘分让我们相遇

一年前的春天里

让我们同在一起

*chorus*

我们这神奇的相遇

一天比一天跟美丽

创造那美好的回忆

我们都一定要珍惜

我们这神奇的相遇

一年比一年跟坚定

度过的欢笑和泪滴

我们都不能够忘记

我们拥有无人能敌的好默契

也有一辈子做不腻的事情

终于一起走到这里都不能够失去

答应我谁也不能放弃谁

因为我相信我们都相信

约好了就不能够离去

洋葱

2009-05-26T19:33:00.001+08:00

I’m back from my CMCC camp! It was fun and enjoying! Made a number of friends, who’re gonna be my cca mates for the next maybe 3 years.

And yes, OMG, eng chuan sent me a song call yang cong last friday and im so in love with it man! During the camp i kept hearing over and over again. It reminds me of a girl and i don’t know why, although i don’t really have the intimidate feeling for her, cos she’s just a friend of mine. Ok, enough said, i went to try out this song and damn its really tough to sing

some videos for entertainment

2009-05-10T19:08:00.001+08:00

I’m back here! this time, with some video for entertainment. Hope viewers will enjoy =)

This is me imitating Andy Lau’s voice

Imitating Jeff Chang ( but maybe i didn’t do it that well.haha”

CCA showcase week

2009-05-10T15:43:00.001+08:00

Hey there! I’ve got to make a huge decision asap, as to which cca im going to join. I have a few choices in my mind now, like the chinese music cultural, swimming and squash etc.

But i want to choose something sporty, because NS’s ahead of me, but i also feel like continuing my passion for singing and music. Maybe join both?? =x

Start of Poly Life

2009-04-25T13:40:00.001+08:00

So many things have happened within the past few weeks that i ever decided not to blog about it. But anyway i had a great time meeting my new classmates and getting to interact with them in a way or another.

Went for BBQ last Saturday, and it was sort of a reunion class gathering, i guess the pretty first gathering of 4a2. Some people didn’t turn up but i guess we still had an enjoyable time. Mr Chia came and chatted with us for awhile in the late evening. Somehow, this class will stay in my memory ^^

So this week, lessons had started. Some are interesting, some are boring. And i was very free this week because virtually all lessons ended early by a hour or so and i had a lot of free time. But i guess i am not going to have such free periods starting from week2, as i see more and more tutorial work and projects coming along the way.

SB Camp!

2009-04-10T20:53:00.001+08:00

Went for SB camp last friday and came back on sunday afternoon. Its alright i guess.. I don’t know how to start off writing about the camp, but just some notes i did like:

Doing cheers pretty much on the first day. We had 14members in my group (ZOODOO) then.

A night walk at 4am. We waited since 12 for our turn. Then we had fun during the night walk while walking around so called ‘haunted’ places. I got shocked by some ghosts who were facilitators in disguise. LOL! i heard many ghost stories in SP and looking at the Red Bridge gives me hair stands for no reasons every time i walked pass it

Second day, our group decreased to 7 people in the evening. During the afternoon had some really really gross games. We crawled on some food stuffs mixed together and its damn GROSS. A lot of water games and splashing to make us look real dirty! Had pizzas for dinner. Because we had just 7 people, each of us really had more portions of pizza than other groups i guess. But somehow, still hungry..haha!

Then came the Garland night where we have to perform. Not my first time performing but acting a skit in front of new faces is a breathtaking experience. After that we had some disco night. I felt so tired, i missed out the fun. I went to bed early. I didn’t even recall sleeping at what time.

Last day in the camp was just packing up stuffs and clearing the canteen for my group. Then cheers again until 2+ when we were released. The feeling inside me was like “YES! finally can go home!”. But another feeling of mine was “Hey, is 3days really enough??”

27th March

2009-03-27T23:26:00.001+08:00

“I dreamt of you the other night, and you gave me a code to solve so that i can get your mobile number”

I went swimming this morning as usual, but i found myself having a headache when i was swimming. Its either the scorching sun or that i had swam too fast.

Took a break in the afternoon and went to give a speech at the sec4 parent teacher meeting in the evening. Chatted with Mr Chia awhile and told him the many things that has happened these few months. Some were shocking to him. It was quite embarrassing because i asked if there was water in the office, but he went all the way down to buy a drink for me. Thank you very much! =D Wasn’t quite nervous though, but as i was standing there the script i was holding kept blowing, then i couldn’t see the words clearly.

Met Ms Liem behind the hall and she advised me to change course to Accountancy. She had always emphasized to me that Accountancy is the way, but i chose business admin out of decision. I wasn’t confident in my POA at all. I heard her say that Accountancy is the best choice to find jobs and i can work as anything. I do believe her, but i was feeling kind of weird inside because it made me seem my course wasn’t useful at all. Hey, my course (Business Admin) is it that bad? Well, i don’t know.

Then i had a long chat with Mr Joseph Goh, a teacher i always confide things with. He told me another viewpoint of the course and advised me to continue to strive hard. His words were meaningful to me!

3day work @ Expo

2009-03-23T11:12:00.004+08:00

I've been working at Popular@Expo these few days. Found the whole hall like so unfamiliar. But within few hours im like so familiar with it already. I noticed someone alot because her job requires her to do that. Really want to make friend with her, but how do i start it? But anyway, i hope she's in the same course as me. The job was overall a good experience(though tiring) as i have never done packing before.

Day1
Met wenxuan,joel and jiawei on the bus 858 then took MRT at Changi Airport. We reach there like 9am then the fair started at 10am. The first day was extremely tiring. I got to know a guy who is wenxuan's cashier, and he's in the same course as me. As time passed by, i took notice of someone(not like i wanted to?). And the things there were like so expensive, even in the food fare. I ate Ramily burger for lunch and ate mixed rice with hong lim for dinner.First day was super tiring. My leg was aching even when i was sleeping

Day2
Second day was almost late then continued to job. Some customers were quite demanding, but surprisingly we didnt get any scolding or whatsoever. There wasnt many customers in the morning but when it came to the afternoon there were so many! But anyway, nothing really much happene for the day.

Day3
Dad drove me and jiawei to Expo, cos wenxuan and joel came at 3pm since they had japanese lesson. The journey to Expo was rather a fast one, and we still had the time to go eat some rojak at Bedok. I didnt have lunch cos we packers have to lunch break, so tolerated the whole afternoon. The feeling was like im going to faint anytime. Luckily joel and wenxuan bought Bigmac for me and i ate that for dinner. Thanks =D Last day of work, the feeling of going home was like quite sad? lol, i dont know how to describe it but i somehow feel like suddenly very lonely. Even now also like quite lonely

2a5 gathering

2009-03-19T18:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday
I went to 2a5'06 gathering @ Settler's Cafe yesterday. My first time there but i enjoyed the games alot. Now Junyan, Kah Kyun and Omar afraid of my hands already. Only they would know what im trying to say =D I guess i will post up the class photos later. I realize immaginations and reality differ greatly. Not just greatly but totally opposite, haha. I immagined Settler's Cafe to be at the riverside of Clark Quay and the cafe to be quite dark like a pub. Reality turned out the opposite! Now i finally know where's the speaker's corner..

Today
Never go out anywhere today. Kind of tired after yesterday's trip. Tomorrow will be working at Popular's 3-day bookfair at Expo from 10am to 10pm. Gosh, i wonder how will it be like.. I suddenly love TV programmes since today!

Sick

2009-03-12T20:50:00.001+08:00

I’ve been down with a flu for the past few days.. ever since my poly enrolment on Tuesday.. Better rest more from now on

Wanyu’s birthday party

2009-03-08T09:48:00.001+08:00

I went to Wanyu’s birthday party yesterday, somewhere near the yishun swimming complex. I admit i had alot of fun there with my vietnam peeps (: The BBQ was also delicious. Somehow i found myself more of in a wonder kingdom, cos the bbq pit was surrounded by all the hdb blocks, and its apart from the outside world. Chyeegin played his guitar and then we went playing football all that. Haha, overall its a nice day!

Music videos

2009-03-08T09:43:00.001+08:00

These songs are done with chyeegin’s house (:

OP idol

2009-03-06T21:15:00.002+08:00

I went back to school today to watch OP idol. My personal view is that among the 12 finalist there are many good singers, but some me and aiwei also think cannot make it( i not attacking anyone here). Peiwen's and Hasyima's singing are nice! (:

Then after that i went to visit choir, and they were singing a hokkien song, a very touching one. A wish all the best for them to get the goal award

March 3rd

2009-03-03T10:31:00.001+08:00

Woah, today is such a cold day. Actually supposed to go out to gym with joel, but its raining =.= I actually even thought i could go for a swim in the morning but..

Hmm, i guess this is a random post, sine i havent been blogging for quite some time already. School’s gonna start next month but im seriously not preapred. I dont know how i will make it in poly.. I hope everything would be just alright

Wondergirls – Nobody

2009-02-27T18:32:00.001+08:00

Hmm, TS sent me a youtube video of a korean pop group called “ Wondergirls” and i think i beggining to love this song alot. They’re quite professional xD

Anyone of us

2009-02-23T15:17:00.001+08:00

Recently been listening to this song, and im so in love in it that i started trying out to sing it. Remembered it was one of my blogsongs when i was in sec1, but only knew the title of it recently.

Enjoy =)

20 Feb

2009-02-20T20:59:00.001+08:00

Just sang a classic chinese song out of boredom

Today i received my Enrolment package from poly which i was waiting for it to come. But when i open the envelope my mind was in a daze. So many application forms and fees payment all that =.= Such stress i get when i see so much paperwork

Another tiring day

2009-02-19T18:25:00.001+08:00

Went to Bugis with eugene today, then we ate at Yoshinoya(is that how you spell?) then come back cos’ i meeting Wenxuan at 2pm to the library. After library went to selatar reservior and then to bottle tree park. What a tiring day of cycling!

Moon Walk

2009-02-16T18:19:00.001+08:00

I’ve been trying and wanting to do the Moon Walk by Michael Jackson. So i found this video on youtube. Want to share with fellow readers too.

Flyers

2009-02-15T15:03:00.010+08:00

Went to the flyers with my family in the morning. Actually planned to go there last December/January, but then the flyer was spoilt that time. So finally, i get to ride on it first time =D

2009-02-13T20:04:00.008+08:00

~Yesterday~
Went cycling with wenxuan to sembawang beach, then rested there awhile but rushed back becos it's gonna rain

~Today~
I donno if today's an unlucky day of what. I met a bunch of B*****(i know this sounds rude) while i was cycling back home. These group of malay girl from ITE i think were block the whole path, so i rang the bell. Then some moved to the side but others still blocking my way. They heck care and even scold me behind my back. They spoke malay, but when someone scolds you no matter what language they speak in you will know they are scolding you. People nowadays are so vulgar. I even saw one of the girls looking at the mirror along the road, thinking shes so pretty. I think her face is worst than a ghost alright! *rolls eyes*

New tracks

2009-02-12T19:26:00.001+08:00

I've made these tracks for the past few days =)

We Are The World ( studio) -

My love -

People come and go, seriously.

2009-02-11T10:53:00.002+08:00

These few days i observed something i never noticed, that people really come and go. Might have been very close or friendly to them for that period of time, but the next moment which is now when i walk pass them they look away from me or pretend they do not know me at all. Does that ever happen to anyone? I call these people realistic and unworthy of friendship.

15th day of chinese new year

2009-02-09T22:37:00.001+08:00

Yes, today is the last day of chinese new year. Just look at how fast time really passes...

Sembawang shopping centre

2009-02-06T21:11:00.001+08:00

Went to Sembawang shopping centre with my mom today..and bought quite some things from daiso. Its quite a big one. Use to have one at imm. Alright, just a random post

Video

2009-02-04T19:08:00.003+08:00

Found this video a few days ago, and i think its really funny!

Cycle trip

2009-02-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

Went to cycle to Chong Pang CC as wenxuan and joel needed to sign up their Japanese course. Then after that we nothing to do so thought of visiting jiawei's house. My first time visiting his house. Yesterday visited joel's house too. Haha, im very happy =) That mian bao chao ren plushie was taken in jiawei's house. So cute right!

I’ve changed

2009-02-03T14:03:00.001+08:00

Just happeend to glance through some photos i’ve taken a few years back, and i found that i’ve changed in appearence quite alot. Well here are some pictures..

In 2005,

In 2008,

Have you eaten?

2009-02-01T15:28:00.001+08:00

Went to watch “ Love Matters” with my family on thursday night. Such a hilarious show! The moment i saw this old lady on screen, i seriously laughed out loud.

Friday went out for lunch with some of my friends. Many of us were posted to different schools. Hope to still keep in contact with them.

Back from Penang

2009-01-28T21:22:00.001+08:00

Im back from KL and Penang! Went there to celebrate new year. I had much fun there, and the atmostphere is very different from singapore. Here are some pictures..

My grandma’s house coffee factory

They’re doing the coffee..

Me in the coffee factory

Outside the house

Inside the house

My grandma and i

The house im staying in( my aunt’s house)

At the kitchen side

Family photo

My cousin and i

Hotel room in KL

“The street” at Damansara

Penang

2009-01-24T10:27:00.004+08:00

Im in penang now, staying in a extremly nice condominium of my aunt. Reached penang at about 3+pm yesterday and headed to my grandma's house. Still really cant believe that we actually drove all the way from Singapore to penang. The road from KL to penang was a very complicated one, we roamed in KL city for like an hour? Thankfully managed to get out of there.

Chinese new year's in a few more days, expecting to get quite alot of ang baos, since i have many relatives in Penang. Wish everyone a early chinese new year! :D

Penang

2009-01-24T10:27:00.001+08:00

KL

2009-01-22T18:57:00.002+08:00

Im in Malaysia now, somewhere quite near KL. This morning set off with my family by car, only reached here at 2+p.m. Something happened on our journey.. We got fined for 'speeding'. Notice the commas, because they didnt even know we speeded or not. They just stopped us and tell us to pay up. The guy said you want the summon or pay by cash? We dont understand at first, but i guess you know la.. So we paid by cash, cheaped? lol. like very understand and kind lidat the person. But i shall comment no more.

P.S Malaysians should know what always happens when you're on the highway

Ponyo

2009-01-20T16:50:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Ponyo just now with joel,jiawei,wenxuan,justin and kenneth. The show is very cartoon, but the moment the show ends you'll start to miss it! Seriously love the animations alot..haha. Now im in bishan library, we're taking an afternoon rest here. Somehow going out with them is very relaxing. Its strange how i get this feeling. I have different feelings when i go out with different people.

Last night have been worrying and thinking alot. Thinking how hypocritical the world has become. But then i think again, i'll say let them continue their acting because they hurt not me but themselves for they'e deceiving themselves and i've seen through them. so its not for me to bother yea. They'll get their deserts afterall.

Cant sleep

2009-01-19T22:58:00.004+08:00

Im now blogging, after waking up from bed. I cant sleep! Have been thinking alot of things lately. Can somebody tell me why the bad people in this world always get what they want, while good people seldom get what they should get? If you can answer my question, you will enlighten me

So i have also written a message in my mind now..

命运是个很奇怪的东西，
它让我为了未来担心一切。
我担心事业，爱情，还有许多
虽然它掌握在我手里
但我却一点都不了解它
甚至让我失眠好几夜

我想了很多，
也明问情为何物
爱情是不是个让人迷糊颠倒和忧郁的一回事
还是是一种永恒的幸福？

We are the world

2009-01-19T12:29:00.001+08:00

This song i very old i guess, but i love it! Very inpsirational and nice melody, especially its writen by someone i admire alot! I dont know why i have a strong liking for Michael Jackson( oh well not his appearence or whatever, just his performances and talents). Recently he sang a song with Akon call “Hold My Hand”. thats pretty nice too

Written by : Michael Jackson , Lionel Richie

So many things happened for the past few weeks. Poly enrolment and such.. And its gonna be chinese new year soon! Im going malaysia to celebrate CNY this year, and of course i get to meet up my cousins. So, wishing everyone a happy chinese new year, 新年快乐！

Stress for choosing courses

2009-01-14T19:11:00.001+08:00

So these few days choosing my poly courses. Though i didnt do that badly, still im damned stressed over what courses to choose. I’ve been to SP, NYP, TP and NP and i think most poly are good to study in. Now i have two choice – im going business courses. Either i go SP or NP. But NP is like i feel i cannot make it cos the business course there is best in singapore. Then somemore if i cannot make it i cannot change course in NP while in SP i can. Haiyah, really confused. SP seems good to me, but again NP the cert for business is well known. Should i seek divine intervention??? =(

O level results

2009-01-12T15:35:00.002+08:00

Congrats to all who have done well and to everyone! Im happy for you guys! Even though some may not reach what they wanted, still i think everyone of us have tried our best..let us look forward to the future =)

bu neng shuo de mi mi

2009-01-04T19:19:00.000+08:00

2009!

2009-01-04T09:59:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! A new year, thus a new blogskin =) Think most people are busy going to school nowadays. Somehow i miss going to school. But whenever i think of school life, the bored feelings comes back again, haha. O level results are going to be realeased soon, but we dont know when. To say that im not nervous at all is really a lie. How can not be nervous? Haha. I'll post another day. Just wanna wish everyone a good 2009 ahead! x)

以父之名

2008-12-20T18:32:00.002+08:00

I havent been updating my blog lately, because im working till 2 in the noon daily and i always take nap when i go home. The whole day is just restless. So i try to make some videos for entertainment..haha.

P.S: its my first time making a rap song video, so maybe not that good. Hmm hope theres no misunderstanding or whatsoever for wearing the band t-shirt, cos' i just wear it at home sometimes x)

一千年以后

2008-12-13T21:49:00.001+08:00

Work at NTUC

2008-12-09T18:57:00.001+08:00

Hmm, woke up like 6 in the morning to go for work at NTUC @ toh payoh. I thought im working as retail people. But, i found out im working as trolleyman. Have to keep providing sufficient baskets for the entrance etc and bring back trolleys. I think its an easy job, but it really require stamina, cos im dead beat by now, haha.

Vietnam trip!

2008-12-03T10:10:00.002+08:00

Im back from vietnam! I must say it is really great to meet new people during the trip. Got to visit many tourist heritage sites and learn about the culture of the people there! Im going to post some pictures of this trip here..

PS. i do not have the photo of everyone who i have taken with in this post. so sorry about it. i will try to get them from others.

Penang trip

2008-11-23T16:48:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! Im in a cybercafe at penang now.. hmm gotta say its real fun here..haha
Promise to post pictures when i get back to singapore. However, it will be only after i return from vietnam on 1st december.

New video blog

2008-11-20T10:41:00.004+08:00

Dear all, Check out my new video blog if you would like to hear songs, thx :D

http://jhvideos.blogspot.com/

Prom night

2008-11-19T09:31:00.001+08:00

Had prom night last night. It was really enjoyable! :D Like get together with my peeps for the last time, yet we all enjoyed ourselves. The food was alright, though not very large in portion. I performed 'Everyday' HSM2 with zalikha and sang solo for You Raise Me Up. Wanna thank everyone who had supported me! xD Took lots of photos with individual, and i will post them below.

P.S: i didnt post out everything. Ask me for your photos with individuals

Zalikha and i

ifran. ridzwan. me

Ridzwan and i

4a2 peeps

me and zim

rebecca and i

me and trina

PROM KING!

me and saylee

table 19.

my form teacher!

me and jingyi

suqi and i

kristina and i

4 years of friends

kaiwen and i

me and justin

shuet jing and i

me and yijing

with ms kaur and mr chia

with joel and junyan

Wenda!

Shimin and i

me and zhisheng

with weitao

me and maureen

me and wan

me and weiyi

me and waiwan

kelvin and i

me and the op idol!

me and pauline

me and ms kaur

with a few classmates

me and hadasah

with omar and zimmer

with szeli

me and janice

me and saimun

with dilys ( sorry i dont know how to spell)

new update

2008-11-16T21:23:00.001+08:00

Tag

2008-11-15T09:22:00.001+08:00

tagged.
1. Do you have secrets?
of course
2. What if you fall in front of
the whole school?
just stand up again?
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
i guess its ok. But sometimes school isnt that great
4. What would you do with a billion
dollars?
-save up? spend it on desirable items?
5. Will you fall in love with your
best friend?
im straight.
6. Which is more blessed, loving
someone or being loved by someone?
being loved
7. List out your worst nightmare.
being accused of what i've not done and condemned by others
8. If someone you secretly like is
already attached, what would you do?
sometimes its hard to forget immeditately..i guess slowly give up?
9. Is there anything that makes you
extremely happy?
yup

10. What makes you angry?{super angry you mean?}
Ignorance and Hypocrisy( i mean it very direct)
11. How would you see yourself in
ten years time?
The future's not us to see...
12. Do you hate people that bullys
your friends or loved ones?
the ought not exist in my sight.
13. What is the most important thing
in life?
I've come to conclude that health is the most important thing, no matter what you say.
14. Would you rather be single and
rich or married but poor?
Married but poor.
15. What is your favourite colour?

I love blue!

16. Would you give all in a
relationship?
yup
17. If you fall in love with the
same person at the same time,
which'll you choose?
i dont really understand this question. But anyway, i guess i will stay passive since i cant make the right choice yet.
18. Would you forgive and forget no
matter how horrible a thing that
someone has done?
not until they repent.
19. What do you want to tell
someone you like?
its never a regret to know you =)
20. 5 people I have tagged.
1) tecksiong
2) huaizhi
3) saylee
4) cheesheng
5) zalikha

14th november

2008-11-14T20:56:00.001+08:00

Went to novena with joel,wenxuan and kenneth to meet up justin this morning. We went for lunch @ Vienna( never heard of it, but its really luxurious). 12 of us went for the buffet. Really had a great feast..especially the seafood. I enjoyed the cereal prawn most and the clayfish. The spegetthi was nice too. However, the raw oyster that i tired almost made me puke, the slimy oyster and its smell. But overall, really enjoyed myself. Must really thank justin for treating us all, as his birthday treat =)

Yesterday there was a parents-student meeting for the vietnam trip. I think everyone going for the vietnam trip were present. All seem excited to go for the trip, including me. However, i do not know if i will really enjoy the trip. I feel that people seem very distant from me. But i hope that i can make friends with everyone going for the trip. Im always willing to know more people, if people are willing to accept me for who i am.

O level's over!

2008-11-12T12:24:00.001+08:00

Woohoo! O level's over! =DD

haha, finally! no more studying, no more memorizing, no more practicing! Haha ok, but now i've got to go for job hunting. Going to find some jobs in the afternoon later. Gosh, my schedules are so packed. practicing song with zalikha, vietnam meetings, job huntings, Prom nights, penang trip, vietnam trip and of course some other gahterings. Im gonna be so busy..haha

Yesterday went to buy prom night clothes with ts,zim and huaizhi. I think the clothes i buy will suit me because its black. Haha, colours change the appearence. Next we head down to amk hub, and then to some hawker centre. Had a whoe lot of fill. Ts has taken some photos of it, and i think he'll upload them in his blog soon.

1 more paper to go

2008-11-07T15:16:00.001+08:00

I have more time to blog now, since there's only one MCQ paper left.

Yesterday went back to school to visit choir. Hmm, it has been i long long time since the last time i visited. They seemed to have improved in their blending and all that, quite happy to hear them again =)

For the past few weeks i've been having stress. Can you believe that i actually dreamt that i was doing the O level papers, and found out some careless mistakes. Then when i wake up again, its study time and have to face o levels, to the extend that i have some nervoud breakdown near my ears. But luckily now im more relaxed, no more such symptoms.

I wonder if i will do well for O levels..

Some photos

2008-10-18T18:40:00.001+08:00

I found some photos in the OPSS photo blog

Graduation Day

2008-10-17T13:46:00.001+08:00

Today is the last day of school, really last day after 4 years. Kind of happy, but more sad. Happy because today is a great day, sad because im gonna leave school. See how time flies, and im gonna be taking o lvls on monday alr.

Went to school for some graduation ceremony which last about 2hrs, then walked pass the school population. The sec3s were especially very warming =) Then when i walk at the parade square weijie the choir boy came to hug me. Kind of awkward la, but its ok, haha. If i had a time machine, i would have went back 1 yr ago and do many things which i havent done. But life's gotta move on from now..

zim, dhan, zhi and me

the 4a2 guys

(im not pointing middle finger, look carefully..haha)

in the hall

kristina and me

suqi and me

me and junyan

years of friend

me and mrs ng (choir and ex-form teacher)

the clique.

my history teacher

me and saimun

my english teacher

me. huaizhi. ts

so what is zimmer looking at?

the speech.

chinese teacher

Ms soo

mr matthew tan

last but not least.. MR CHIA CHENG SIONG

Some favourite songs

2008-10-09T12:02:00.001+08:00

I enjoy listening to this song. The singer's voice is super light. I personally prefer this version than Jam Siao's version.

Da Hai by Yang Pei An. I seriously love this song very much, especially when he sings the high notes up.

Randoms

2008-10-01T10:12:00.001+08:00

About 3weeks left o lvls.. been trying to forget all those worries and sad things, trying to focus on doing papers and revisions, but just cant. I still hear about it and see about it. I wonder what i can do.. Parents thought im not revising hard enough. And i have the same thoughts.

Saddened up these daes for some reasons. Dont wanna talk about it anymore. Maybe you wont rmb me some time later alr...

Birthday!

2008-09-23T20:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! =)

Haha, im finally 16 now! Wanna thank all those who remembered my bdae and those who wished me happy birthday =D Of course, not forgetting joel,jiawei,justin and friends who spent their afternoon with me at orchid country club for pool today! Lastly, wanna thank zimmer, tecksiong,eugene and 4a2 peeps for making my day lively! Really appreciate it alot..Thankyou so much

19/8 (2)

2008-09-19T22:04:00.001+08:00

Sorry, if i dont reply you but i seriously i dont feel like. Im not angry with you but i feel disappointed. Dont worry, i believe this feeling will go soon.

Today morning i saw you walking, but my heart sank when you just entered the school without even waiting for me. And when im in sch alr i was not happy at all.

This thing makes me ponder about the months we had all this while. Its great knowing you as a friend and i never regretted it. But sometimes i feel that you dont give me the concern that i give you. Maybe we really need to work things out. My mind is in a dilemma now. Probrably its a misunderstanding. But im not gonna avoid you forever.

Sometimes i feel lonely in sch, especially when all of us are mixing. Because you never seem to want to talk to me even if i keep trying. This feeling is not good at all. Im just sad. Maybe if we can be more understanding and mutual, things will turn out better sooner or later.

19/9/08

2008-09-19T21:07:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i wonder do you really take me as a friend, or you take me for granted.

But i guess i wont say too much here.

You know it.

But i want you to know that, Friendship shouldnt be taken for granted.

Im not keen to lose it at all, however im seriously frustrated with the indifferent attitude you give me.

When im sad on occassions, you dont seem to understand my problems.

I feel that its always me doing the concerning. I feel that friendship should be mutual.

I want to tell you that i cannot accept that if i give 100%, i dont even get a 50% in our friendship.

Science practical

2008-09-12T18:25:00.001+08:00

So fast the papers were alright, except for S.S i guess. Yesterday was science practical. I went to macdonald's and saw zimmer,ts and kristina there. Later huai zhi came then we walked to sch. Waited in class for like 1hr+ then go to science lab.

I was fcking angry yesterday with some ill-mannered people. Lets see how i deal with you. Look at yourself before trying to insult me. You are not small in size either. Ask me to siam just because im at the door huh? Who are you? Then someone still added some even more insulting things to me . Let me make this clear; im tired of ur giggling voice and i've been tolerating it for like almost a yr, especially that you are just sitting infront of kerry and me daily. I didnt want to shout at you because i feel that since you dont bother me, it is wrong to bother you. But look at the fck u have done ytd? You asked for it, seriously.

For those who know me, i dont go against people who dont offend me. Im fair here. Anyway, to those who support her, dont come charging towards me because i dont want spoil the relationship with those i know. We have no grudges anyway. The problem lies within them, not me, period.

Batman & Joker video

2008-09-07T10:31:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow's Chemistry and Chinese paper1 ..Gonna study hard for it!

CC and Pool

2008-09-03T15:19:00.001+08:00

Went out to study with Eugene, Zimmer, Tecksiong and Huai Zhi at the CC on Monday. We went studying from 10am to like 4+ lidat. Afternoon had lunch outside then huaizhi stayed in the room studying. When we came out of CC, guess who we saw? Well, not gonna disclose it. Anyway went to play pool with them after that at Yishun Safra. It was a nice outing i guess. =)

Back

2008-08-31T12:57:00.001+08:00

Im back to square one again...

Where i no longer care nor love

Because they are all shattered

And i've just woken up from those dreams